I promise

Today i laid down on the floor..
it was cold. very cold. as cold as my heart.
i heard a song..

The storm is coming but i don't mind.
People are dying, i close my blinds.
All that i know is i'm breathing now.

I want to change the world...instead i sleep.
I want to believe in more than you and me.

But all that i know is i'm breathing.
All i can do is keep breathing. 

I closed my eyes. I tried to smile. But i never thought that's become the hardest job I've ever did..
I opened my eyes. The reality haunted me. I'm better live in my imaginary world. When everything is all good. There's no sad song, there's no pain, there's no tears..

i wanted to hold my heart. Yes, i know you were hurt. But i promise it won't take long. It won't take long. I promise.